Thu
06
Jan
2011
Hidden Blockages
An additional problem I notice regarding attaining any kind of meaningful purpose, such as income objectives, is the fact that people's vibration is blocked by philosophy, their own personal,
their learned values, social agreements, parental guidelines, that are not actually spelled out anywhere.
One particular type of these types of hidden blockages is agreements that were never made.
My personal, sad example is the following: I had something terrible happen to me personally at the age of 3 and a half.
When I was brought back to my mother, she turned aside with repugnance and proclaimed: "You are a whore."
I didn't really know what whore meant, but I assumed it was something undesirable. and I also recognized it had related to money. I had over heard that word in one context only: the daughter of
the family that lived in the basement apartment, expensively outfitted, slim, stunning... aha... I am not supposed to be like that.
Outcome: I dress as if I did not possess money. Even if I possess a few beautiful garments, I will not use them. I'm always on the verge of poverty.
After I evaluated that "agreement" that never happened, I was free to renegotiate the agreement I created, one-sided, and have absolutely been sticking by it. I'm planning to negotiate a raise of
what I regard poverty, until I find out what is blocking my way from being truly thriving... I am thrilled and curious.